Katrina's Viewpoints

Mostly I feel like I am in a bad dream that I need to wake up from. I don't feel like I am going through the grieving process correctly. Or maybe I am just slow at it, because I haven't hit the angry stage yet.

I need to relieve some of the stress, I guess, but it is hard to put that on others. I need to be taken care of for a long time and I don't want others to get tired of me.

I am getting bored due to the fact that I have started seeing double. Yesterday, the doctor gave me some meds to reduce the swelling in my brain - maybe I can read then. So I have been playing lots of computer, because I can be still and pull the laptop as close as I need it.

I really need a schedule and time frame, but I'm not going to get it! Right now I have to live one doctor's appointment to the next. So I know part of next week and that is all until after I wake up from the surgery.